Tension???Stress???

dear blog,
i am so tension and stress......i don't know what to do???why???some my subjects teacher already mad.....stress us always push us to study and the next days will have exam......oh my god.....when i heard the words exam, i already afraid.......what i gonna to do????jz ignore it or study?????before the day when exam, i studied but when the next day, everything that i study yesterday stuff all totally gone.....is true gone......this make me so afraid......sometimes my mind was thinking, what for i studied???all the things that i studied will lost and gone......why not the study time i use to online, chatting with friends and play games.....this is what my mind always thinking.....so, what can i do??? i feel that last time when SPM time all the teacher not stress us like that but now STPM most of the teacher stress us, this really make me so and so tension......i feel that i wanna to talk with principal to apply 3 months holiday for my ownself, so that all the stress can gone and i will be back during STPM examination day. moreover, i can study peacefully without the stress at home.....no need to exam and exam and exam.....argh....i really hate the words EXAM......dear god, please help me and guide me to the right road to sucess.....i don't want to feel stress and tension anymore......it is because when all this kind of feeling came into my mind i will totally afraid and i will lost and blank when during exam time....and please after my trial exam please principal give us a holiday for a month coz i really don't want to go school with everyday exam exam exam exam and exam...............................

ALmost come

nth to write much about this post, i jz wan to tell my feeling.....what can i do? all school syllabus finish and now all the teachers that taught me always give us to exercise until i have no time to finish it up.....furthemore, i bought so many work books to do it but seem time not allowed me to do it so........what can i do??? i see all my friends struggling for their exam and me jz always do such a waste time activities like chatting around with friends......i wish that i can be like my friends study and study is their own perceptive.....me, i dunno what can i said about me???how to change my laziness character.....god, please bless me......please someone help me to change my laziness.......i dun want to me lazy anymore but the lazy always fight with me and i always will surrender....please help me.......although my exam is around the corner but i didn't prepare

anything.....i dun wan to fail anymore.......jz three months left.......please help me.....i need someone to help me...........................................

Transformer And Harry Potter

Transformer or Harry Potter? This was a main issues for all people that who love to watch movie....will u prefer to watch transformer or do u prefer to watch harry potter? for me, i love both of them.....why? it is because transformer was rox and harry potter was cool......
Transformer is a kind of movie that the cars transform to become a robot....wow...that cool...i wish my car can transform into robot.....haha...but i know this can't be a true but it will be true when u was asleep.....means dreaming.....actually i love this director.......ok let go to the main topic, transformer is a movie about erm.....i also not sure.....haha...but i know there have two teams one is Autobots and one more is Megatron.....izzit???? i think so...... but anyway when in the front a bit quite boring but when gonna to be end of this movie......that was cool.....at behind scene that movie can make you really really pay attention......people who eating popcorn will stop for a while and people who drink soft drink will never touch the cup.....haha.....as the result, transformer really really rox and i love and enjoyed the movie........

next is about harry potter movie.....do you know a lot people said that this movie i means harry potter and the order of pheonix was very boring if compare with the previous harry potter movie......for me i don't think so is was boring i feel cool.....although this time the movie less magic means that not like previous harry movie that a lot of magic but this movie don't shown a lot of magic....anyway i don't feel it was boring but i feel is was cool.........

finally i feel that is was worth to be watched for transformer and also harry potter movie....in next few weeks i think i will watch simpson movie......this is a comedy type hope i can enjoy it......

Friendship

Friends, I always needed time on my own, I never thought I'd need you there when I cry,
and the days feel like years when I'm alone, and the place where we meet is made up on your side, when you leave me, I count the steps that you take, do you see how much I need you right now? when you're gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you, when you're gone, the face I came to know is missing too, when you're gone, all the words I need to hear to always get me through the day, and make it OK, I miss you....................................
I've never felt this way before, everything that I done, reminds me of you, and when you left me,

I will feel sorry, because what i done to you, will made you feel I was bad, so when you walk away, I count the steps that you take, do you see how much I need you right now?when you're gone,the pieces of my heart are missing you, when you're gone,the face I came to know is missing too, and when you're gone, the words I need to hear to always get me through the day, and make it OK, I miss you.....................................................

We were made for each other, out here forever, I know we were, be friends until the day when i gone, ll I ever wanted was for you to know, everything I do I give my heart and soul, I can hardly breathe, I need to feel you here with me, when you're gone, I will be sorry for myself, when you're gone, I will feel sad, when you're gone, I hope you will be back, when you're gone, i hope that you will be here with me, Is is because i need friends to share my emotion..................................so, Friendship Forever..................................................................................

Prefectorial Board Post Given Day

dear blog,
today prefectorial board have a meeting between all the AJK with teacher advisor about the the post that have to give to prefect for the year 2007/2008.....actually the meeting was held before on the last few days....because of some AJK that not agree with each others so the meeting have to continue again and again until made this problem settle peacefully......however, this problem do not solve peacefully but solve by the teacher advisor and headprefects....anyway i want to said that some of the juniors really don't respect the seniors....what can i said about this? however, today in the morning another meeting was held....you know what happen? one of the junior and senior was fighting each others.....because of one things this was happen.....i really no comment about this matter.....but the end of the days, in the afternoon when teacher advisor announce the new post to juniors, i really get shocked with some of the post.....but anyway this is the decision between teacher and headprefects......i really nothing to said and i feel that watever none of my business.....but anyway i do not want to bother this matter anymore cause i will retire from this board by next week wednesday....so happy am i......so now the problem is their problem not my problem...let them solve their problem and please don't include me and pull me in to solve the problem cause i still has many problem to solve......................

Carnival Day

dear blog, yesterday was my school carnival day....what is carnival day?? this an event that raise school fund.....while raise the school fund....students will be run a stall no matter the stall sell drinks or foods or games.......i feel great with the carnival days.....my class was run a stall that sold fruits with choclate and root beers float.......i do not know whether my class stall profit will be good or bad.....anyway i not the treasure so this is none of my business......i feel so tired yesterday because i duty from 7 am until 4 pm...and i get a rest for an hour......wow....where got people duty until so many hours.....however, my stall shortage of people so better i help them run a stall......help people will bless by god......hopefully i will be bless by god.......in this carnival i can saw many of my ex-classmates....all of them already become more handsome and pretty.....because all of them study in college and stressless not like me still at high school that many problems that need to take time to solve......anyway still left 4 months.......after that all the problems in high school will be disappear......so, carnival was over......now what should i do???? of cause i have to pay more attention to study cause still left four months only......after that is my exam......i need to go to field war......finally, i will to say that this month is my MUET result out.....hopefully i can achieve what i want to achieve................

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hi blog....i'm so sorry tht almost 2 months i did't talk with u....so sorry...but within tis two month quite a big number problem appear but most of the problem is not a good problem....the most bad problem that i still remember tht appeared in may is my mid year exam.....oh my god....u know what? ican't paid attention at all coz i busz doing my ATM Model for a competition.....feel sorry to me....i not even prepare and i done it with a confused mind an even also i no time to study....my exam STPM are around the corner.....still have about 4 month to go......what have i prepare?
i think none.....whatg the hell are going on to me??? really i can't comment about this....after the mid term exam....is my holiday....in tis holiday i enjoyed too much......go watch movie until my saving money jz gone like tht......what movie i got to watched???? SPiderman3, The Hills Hv eyes 2, Shrek 3 and also Pirates Of THe Carribean 3....all this movie r the top movie in Malaysia....wow....but i feel quite regret because people in the home keep on study but me still enjoy watching movie.....but i feel tht watching movie can release my stress.....yes one words....release the stress.....too much stress around me....then later after holiday, jz like normal problem appear slowly and slowly.......but luckily not much problem now.....and i can handle it.... last week, u know wat blog, i went to Genting Highlands with my friends....wow.....so cool.....haha.....anyway i enjoyed it.....i damm crazy go for roller coaster for 4 times.....haha.....but i still fine nothing wrong......haha......and then u noe what i saw one of my friends at there.....what a small world.....go to there also can saw my friends....but v not together lar v jz split i means the friends tht i saw at there....haha......anyway i jz went for outdoors only.......did't go for indoors......but hopefully next time i can go there with my friends also but go to all parks.......include wet park...haha.....but this my plan early don't last minutes.....then on 1st of july is my school carnival day.....really fed up to join school activities.....furthemore i also dun hv mood to organise anythings in this carnival.....lastly blog, i feel like the my life will end in few more months.....coz after my exam i am free from stress but i don't know what will happen in future.......but the main question is???? can i get all credit in my STPM???? no A's is ok but got F is not ok.......

test from god

almost a month i did't touch my blogs.....well, so many stuff around my mind that most of them made me feel stress....first things, tomorrow is my MUET test the truly MUET test....what can do with it??? i just hope that i can get band 4 above but with my poor english i feel worry about it and i do not want to take second times for this subject....so this made me very worries and i do not know how to manage it and need to do what???.........
next, today is my school sports day and i feel worth it to make the flag although a lot of comment from teachers but i feel worth it coz my house GREEN HOUSE is the champion....haha..WE R THE CHAMPION finally...before this, my house won on 2001....furthemore, we break the curse...almost every year the yellow house won and finally my house won....so i feel worth it to made the flag although not beautiful as other houses flag....yeah!!!!
last but not least, next month is my semester test and hopefully i can score well even if i can't get all As but at least pass all...^_^
lastly, please pray for me to do well in my MUET examination......

problem again???

dear blog,
everybody has a problem. why every people have a problem???? if this world do no have a word "PROBLEM" sure everyday every people will live happily....
i have so many problem that do not know how to solve it...
my main exam STPM around the corner although some people said that still very long ago because it held on November but for me is already gonna end of March and April will be here for the next few days and yet i still relax and lazy....i asked my senior for advise and no point of changing of me to good habit...what does my senior said is right...want to be sucess is up to you...i always want to be sucess but i do not know why am i be so lazy....always online, chatting and watch chinese and english drama...hello!!! don't u feel shame..don't u remember the last time u took SPM? what result do u got? like shit right....parents give a very hard time and until now still the same make me so stress something and no bother them something....so u should improve yourself...prove that they are wrong....and make them pround....furthemore, my MUET are very around the corner....next month at the end of April....so, hope that i can get at least Band 4 onwards...but the main points is can i do it? what should i do if i got band 1 till band 3? do i not suitable to study? all i know is one word describe me is "LAZY"...yes Eddie Low is very lazy...always online and watching television....not even touch books...people now always burning the midnight oil but u still dreaming....why? why? why don't u behardworking like last time u took PMR exam? so hardworking....and get a very good results....but when up to form 4 ur laziness bring till now upper six....so, what should i do? surely change ur bad habit into a good habit...don't u wanna be a top student? like ur senior....being top students in school....if u want to be well-known to other students u must study very hard indeed...so, get a very good result...prove to all the teachers and friends that you can be a top students......make them feel sorry to you...yes! make them feel sorry to you....and now on I must study very hard indeed....i promise to myself that i want to be the top students...on now onwards....online and watching television is jz on saturday and sunday and just not more than 6 hours like now.....remember, i already promise myself..so must do it......if not i will be die..........

Camping

Camping is one of the most excited outdoors activity that everyone love it....but not all....on last three days, i went to my Prefectorial Board Camping that held in my school.....as usual camping that held in school are not excited as outside camping.....on the first day on the camping, i already has a feeling that this camp will be has a lot of problem....and yet my feeling is true.....problem keep on coming and coming.....mainly problem is some of the organiser (Form 6) prefect not sacrifise each other.....this is very usual for me because everytime sure there will have a clatch opinion.....another things is i feel this camp is very boring.....almost all the activity like training a toddler to walk......and then as a fasilator of group 3 (VEGA) i feel like i am not a good fasilator...why am i said so??? this is because i feel like i doing nothing.....anyway, hope that i will be a good in future.....next, the last night in school there has a activity that called camp fire....i feel bore and this is the most boring activity if comapre with all other activity.....finally i will like to said that this camp are the most every boring camp that i i have been trough....but although this is the boring camp but i enjoy it..........

Park

everybody now have many type of illness...so to prevent to get any illness, we have to go to park to exercise n make or heart more active....so today, i went to the park at somewhere kepong with family for a jog...it was so unbelievable that the park was so big....so is very good for me to build up my stamina because my sport day will held on next month and i wish that i can take part in sport day...at least i can win some medal....haha.....after that, i jog at the park almost 6 km probably.....i feel so tired coz i already did not run almost a year.....wow....quite long....after that, i went to a stall to buy a kite....guess what?? this is the first time i play kite....i am so happy.....kite is a kind of game that need wind....and fly up to the sky.... guess what??? playing a kite is the most unforgetful experince that i have......moreover, i wish that i everyday can go there to play kite.....haha....lastly, hope that i can take part in my school sport and go to the park to build stamina and play kite again......

The Last Day Of CNY Celebration

Today is the very last day for CNY.....time was past with a high speed.....just close with my eyes and already 15 days past....CNY celebration in the end.....past 12.00am today CNY spirit will gone and had to wait till next year.....as my view, i feel this year CNY like quite a boring event.....i did't know why? probably because of my mood or because of exam?? i do not think so any reason....however, i got many red packets this year....haha....the purpose i write this blog is i wanted to summarise all the meaning of CNY...but i feel like i did't know how to start....erm....probably i should start this...CNY (Boar Year) is a last zodiac within 12 zodiac....and next year will be the next zodiac with a brand new era again...finally, i really do not know wanna to write what again....i jz to said Happy Chap Goh Mei

CNY holiday

already almost a week i did't touch my blog.....on last week in truely CNY.....welcome to boar year....but i think this is the most boring years compare with last few years....i also do not know why?? perhaps i totally mature and be adult already so that why i feel so bore....anyway that all over liau and tomorrow is the first day of school since CNY holiday past already....furthemore, my exam around the corner and i haven't touch my books yet....so bad of me......still have nine more months is my STPM.....so how can i solve my problem.....i must study already...time not so much left....by the way, i just hope that i can change my dirty habit into the good habit....in addition why am i talk nonsence? i should talk about CNY holiday.....probably i'm going to be crazy because always nervous and panic about my STPM....let continue our main topic....this year CNY celebration jz like normal....went to temples, relatives houses, and hang out with family at Midvalley and KLCC.....nothing special through this year cause it seem like every year is the same....even i feel like CNY are getting more bore and bore through year by year.....finally, i just hope that i can pass my examination at least i can get a gred C in all exam....if not i'm die...........

CNY Celebration

today 15/2/07 is one of my school big event....this is the biggest and happily even that held in my school...many activities was done in my school and also outsider school from SMK Kepong Baru and SMK Raja Abdullah thanks for their performance....i think that MR.TAN was in school for almost four years and this is the years that he invite one of vice ministry to celebrate with us.....furthemore, i feel happy for it.....and i wanna thanks to my principal cause make it so wonderful and meaningful celebration to me....it also brings a joy to me with a wonderful day.....next, so many performance was held today....ther performance such as singing from lower six students from scice and art scream....in addition our ex-senior assistant that already retired also came to our school and does a performance....probably i think he is our SMK Jinjang Superstar.....^_^....actually i think SMK Jinjang already achieve the mission and vission that will be "GEMILANG"......our sports athletes and all students that in here help our school to achieve our school mission....i so pround with my school....although last time i not so like my school but it suddenly change my mind....i do not know why? it seems suddenly change my mind....tottally change my mind....SMK Jinjang you are rock!!!!.....through the ending of this celebration, my principal give us ( FORM 6 and Remove classes) a packet of ANG POW......thanks Mr.Tan.......
finally, i would like to said that this celebration events was made as a wonderful events and made me will happy with a wonderful day...................

problem

seem that already almost a week i didn't post any blog....everybody has a problem....but usually people will find problem not problem will find you....but me neither....through this week many problem spinning around in my mindand i really so not know how to solve it.....i asked my friends but seem like not all the problem can solve....through a problem i feel like i was in the middle on burger.....left and right all fill with problem....all the problem is usually my co-curiculum, study and prefect....and coming soon my monthly test and soprt house training.....oh my god, what should i do? mostly prefect and co-coriculum is the most on the top of my list of problems...why? prefect the form 5 juniors keep on fight us upper six senior.....and then they seem like not like us very much but what can i do? izzzit this is our upper six senior destiny....actually who as a senior can't do so many stuff because we need having our important exam that is the way to made us to go to public university if we get a flying colour....if not that is waster for study form 6....then our first meeting for my club...finance club...guess....i have about 70 something members but do u know how many member just attend to the first meeting?? is just about 10 member only.....what happen to them?? are they do not know how to listen english language or they just not to pay attention when the anouncement was made in assembly....this made me feel like everybody dislike my finance club....hopefully our next meeting will be more members attend.....then i very confuse about one problem....sgould i join uniform body to get more marks for my co-curiculum??? i very confuse about this matter....this is because my school senior assistant that incharge whole co-curiculum didn't told us that we need to join uniform body but then in assembly she said all must join to get more marks....then they was already about a month....totally sure i no post in uniform body because there choose already.....so should i find my senior assistans and speak to her or just forget it??? finally i would like to said that why problem find me and not i find problem.....hope god will bless me to solve every problems that i having now...............

am i choose the wrong way????

i am exhausted, i do not know whether i choose the wrong way or the right way totake my extra subjects in STPM....the extra subject is Mathematics S......first my school senior teacher....call me must take a approved from my outsider tutor and tomorrow must pass to him and i feel so stress....how could this can happen???he should tell me earliest not the last minutes days......foolish....then later i saw my ex-phyics teacher....she asked me why i take extra subject then i answer back tis is because i want to enter the public university and then the chances is very low for me if i do not take extra subjects....then she asked me other question......your SPM add maths got what gred??? then i answer i got D then she said WHAT!!! D..... i advise you mean me not to take mathematics S and is better not to take any extra subject.....i heard this answer...so harmful...my heart was so pain and broken....why i can't take.....i asked to myself....and then she told better think probably....then i said ok then later i asked her again...i got a friend also take same subject with me so he also mustdrop too then my teacher answer he take extra subjects never mind cause he is the top students in SPM.....then i just go without saying thank you....i feel like not fair....why top students can take but i'm not the top students i can't take....i already think so many times until the end of the day......what should i do.....should i just follow her advise or just continue for my taking extra subjects....i really dunno what to do....and then i told my mom about this but she just said ok and inot even advise me should i continue take or not.....i really fed up should i continue or not....i feel dizzling thinking of this....god please bless me....pls guide me what shoul i do????

my public speaking

my public speaking that held on thursday at the morning assembly make me so scare.....do u know that i am shaking and sweat when i spoke...oh my god.....a milion of eyes looked at me only.....this make me so scare and nervous until i forgot one paragraph......suck me.....i should be cool down and and hope that i will remember all but however i am so dissapointed of myself......anyway my friends told me that i already try my best and done a good job...but i want the very best.....but probably i so long did't go up to stage to give my public speaking since form 5.....i still remember when i was in form 5 i also nervous but not so nervous like on that day.....oh my god....however, i got a new experince....my horrible public speaking......

busy boy

being busy for the whole week until i forgot to write any blog....i remember the last blog that i wrote is on last two weeks......many things happen through the week.....my public speaking will held on next thursday i feel so nervous.....i hope that i can skip this public speaking and at the same time this is impossible to skip coz this is compulsory for all form 6......my MUET exam is around the corner n probably will be in April 28 after my school sport day.....i hope that i jz can go it only one time and hopefully can got at least minimun band 4......dear god, please bless me.....another things is probably i will get a lack holiday during Chinese New year.....probably just only i can got at least 4 days off include Saturday and Sunday.....besides that, i seem like regret something....what suppose i regret....i fill the STPM form and i tick Maths S.....i afraid that i will fail the Maths exam...i should drop the Maths and take another subject such as History or Malaysia Language....stupid fellow of me.....dear god, pls bless me about this problem too.....last but no least, i feel lazy to study and go for tuition that held on saturday and sunday....saturday is quite ok for me but sunday i'm so lazy to go.....haiz....that means in a week i hv to study from monday to sunday....at least last time sunday i can get a rest.....poor of me....finally, i hope that god will bless me everytime and give me some of clue to solve any problems that i can't solve it..............

already a week in school

already a week in school and i feel not so happy around in school....why?? this is because i always feel bore and sleepy when every class held......i feel like i am regret to enter form 6, i should enter diploma or foundation course.......furthermore, i feel like no mood to study.....always think when is STPM will end in my life.......anyway, lesson was started by all the subject teacher and so far i still can cope up all the syllabus except some economic that so hard to understand.....but i try to understand.....in addition this year have a lot of prefect candidates....what sould i comment about this....really i will faint because of them......i am really no eyes to see....another things that i will like to share is most of my seniors be a temporily school teacher and they taught in afternoon section....so miss them ......haha....so childish am i.....anyway just wish them good luck.....
next topic is my house meeting, i feel dissapointed that i could not take any post from green house....most of my friends got it but me....just without look into it....haiz i just worried about the university qualification.....anyway i just have to pray a lot nowdays.....

the first day in school

in first day in school, many things had happened through the morning section....firstly, all the fellow students that forgot the school rules that hair should be cut short, fingernail should be short, and the pants should be not fashionable and even no school badge.....what the hell are they doing????this is simple school rules they also can't follow and some forgot.....poor mr.issac our disipline teacher......he has to cut all the boys hairs that long....so pity to him....>_< ...secondly, first day in school already has a fighting case....luckily this case can be control.....stupid students.....can't their be polite and solve it with a gentleman stail....why must use childish stail to slove their problem.....so embarssing......next, i can't believe that one of my classmates has stooped to study form 6.....she decided to choose another way to continue her studies....what wrong to her???why she stopped to study form 6???probably the reason is she afraid of my economic teacher....she already scared one students away.....anyway i also dislikes the teacher....especially her stail teaching and like to ask many many billion questions......if i can choose another way to continue my studies, i rather choose the way than study form 6 so that i no need everyday to see her face......last but not least, i feel like moody in doing every things.....i also dunno why probably thinking about my final exam i mean goverment test (STPM)....anyway, i feel stress if i think it....finally, i just want to get sucess in my STPM and hope that during all days in school hope that all the things that i done can be done in happy and with open heart moment....just wish me good luck...^_^