How Could This Happen To ME

this title is very meaningful to me....this title is a song that sang by simple plan.....why i said this song is very meaningful to me?? this is baqcause this song seem like a story that telling us our friends that have a drug addict and died with a painfully life....so, this song is specially created for those like me who have a lot friends...but luckily not even one have a drug addict...but i not sure wheter next time one of my friends mayb will drug addict..i hope don"t have any....let go back to the topic....this song is mainly created for us that our friends died in drug addict and we sholud not learn from them to take drug....as we drug is very dangerous...next, my exam was ended on last monday...as i knoe first time.. sure guarantee my three subjects will fail...they is account, economy and business studies..this is because the question is so hard and i do not knoe how to answer the question...some of the question i totally live it blank....totally blank.....this really make me feel stress in my study...what should i do in the next exam...oh yea...the next exam is the last sememster exam...it maybe will will held in october...still have few months ago...when i think of this i feel scare...coz the stpm exam for me is not much time already...totally not much time...it seem that like i jz enter the form 6...furthemore, i feel very strange about why the time like past very fast....when the time getting past faster, i will getting old...i don't want to be old....i want to maintain my age...:P...however, i jz have to paid more attention in my studies...don't think so much...once u regret youwill not be regret if u struggle to do it....

replacement and examination

this weeks, i have monthly test...a very first test for my first form in form 6....jz a few question can make me feel headache.....especialy the account exam...however, i still have o more paper to go....the two more papers will be held on next monday......

tomorrow is saturday...usually saturday students will stay at home and sleep with a beautiful dreaming....but tomorrow my school all students have to go to school.....why? because need to replace for the hari raya....feast month still so long to go but have to replace the weeks on hari raya that fall on october...still so long to go...as i knoe tomorrow sure is the bore day and i hope i will like other students who sleep with a beautiful dreaming....hehe....so lazy am i....however still have 29 days to go to have a week of holiday....

Finally I Won

Yeah!! finally i won the vote.....i have a post from Prefectorial Board and Finacial Club....what sholud i feel?? Happy?? Probably....It seem that my road to the future is getting bright...thanks god for helping me....hmmm....i do not know want to say wat about this??however, my monthly test are around in the corner...hope i can pass all my subjects especially my economy subjects...coz...my economy teacher too precise....she always tell us that we must get an A in economy subject in our STPM...hmmm nothing to say about this already...i just feel stress in study for this few days....that all for this post.....

Anxious

I am anxious for my future...on this few weeks, i can't sleep well.... why?? this is because i am anxious of my future that wether can i enter to public university...i already joined five clubs and yet so far, i just only got one post only within all of the club and this thursday the finacial club will have a AGM and i guarantee i sure can't get a high post....why other people so look down at me?? even my friends also same....i just want to be a secretary only and not want to be a president...i am starting regret that i choose form 6....if i still can't take a point that over than 7, maybe i will quit for my form 6 and will go to college to continue my study...there are no point that i stay form 6 with a low marks of my co-curiculum...with a low marks sure guarantee no place that will giving you to public university even i score well in my STPM......

Sayangthon

Sayangthon is one of my school activity...what mean sayangthon?? Actually sayangthon is a marathon that will held in my school...furthemore, we as the students of my school have to help school to raise our school fund by finding people to donate...however, today is the last day of this activity.....however, i regret that i do not take part in this marathon....actually, first time when i heard about this i feel happy and really want to take part but when after my sickness getting worse, i feel that i sholud not take part....but now i am regret.....why an i regret....coz.....i feel that this marathon is a good activity that all students have to take part without any dilemma.....so that why i am so so so regret......however, this marathon is already over and i sholud not think it again....the main point that i sholud think is study.....if not i will regret again.....

Stress

i feel stress in this whole month...many things might be happen that will make me unhappy...i don't know are this kind of things really can make me unhappy....furthemore, exam is around in the corner....i'm still not well prepare....all the teachers who taught me gv me a hard time...oh my god how counld't all the teacher could to me....don't they think i am busy...be a form 6 student is more nuisance than be a form 5 student...what should i do??my mind getting more confused....sholud i continue to persue my study or jz let it go.....are stress make me feel unhappy or i'm myself just looking for troubles???pls someone who read this blog help me........