Before camp

today is wednesday and still have two more days left before holiday.....this term holiday will almost take about 6 weeks....my camp that will held in Port Dickson still left about 3 and the half days....i feel very nervous and happy to go to this camp cause this is the first camp that i join that hold for so long and not in school.....furthemore, i will get a new experince soon.....hopefully that i can meet more new friends....
next, i will like to introduce more about this camp.....this camp is just like National Service...Almost all the activities are adventures...yea i love adventures.....hopefully there have a jungle trekking, flying fox and other obstacle that hard.....
finally, hope that i can be more active and socialable and co-operate......hope that i can enjoy the camp

school & useless

day after day, time pass away, students in my school getting less and less.....almost all form already holiday except for form lower 6 and form 4.....form upper six and form 5 are in studies leave....this is because they have to face a war.....now, my school seem like ghost house.....very quiet and even walking sound also can hear from class....year end holiday will soon begin....still have one more week.....hope that i can enjoy my holiday with an open heart......
next, my prefectorial camp has been cancelled.....so bad of this......we prepared until our brain gonna to boom....but what we get....just a word.....cancelled...curse all the form 4 prefect that always complain and do a useless job.....seem that this is very embarassing and useless things.....they (from 4) seem like wanna to fight with us (form lower6) and yet the don't realise that they doing a very embarassing things and wasting their time only......nothing to comment about them just have to said that they all are useless.....why they want to treat us like enemy....although we try to treat them as good as possible....but seem that we get a bad pleasure...so, our decision.....dun bother watever they doing in prefectorial board now......
finally, just have to said that just be smart and don't let people bully or treat you bad...we must be defend ourselves.....and also do not do a things that wasting our times....is better do a things that can bring a hormony to our friends and to ourselves.....

farewell, conversation day and volunteer

last wednesday, prefectorial board are organised a farewell for the form 5 and uper 6 prefect....all the prefect have their duty except the form 5 and upper six prefects....i mean duty for this farewell....in this farewell i learn a lot of things....one of the lesson that i learn is being a technical leader not as easy as you think.... and as usual i found that every things is form 6 (lower) prefects do most of the things....poor man...form 4 prefect doing what on that day???jz sat there and ate their lunch??and avoid all their duties???furthemore, the form 3 also same....are them respect us??however, i will make them tourture when they in camp that will held on next two weeks...

next, today is my school conversation day....think about conversation day will make every feel pround that we already graduate from school....however, i not involved in this conversation day cause this is special for form 5 and upper 6 students that will leave school......when i think this conversation day....i feel like conversation day is very special occasion for everybody..we will feel pround that we already put our maximun effort in studies and prepared well to take goverment test that will held on next two weeks.....

volunteer job is a job that everyone hated to do it.....but me.....love to do it.....i always think that i want to be a volunteer but yet i do not know how to apply to be a volunteer....but....somewhere in my school area, there have a goverment hospital organise a campaign that name "DENGGI"...this campaign is held because the hospital want to reduce the number of cases in denggi.....so, i have a chance to be a volunteer......in this matter my duty is just go to one house to one house to check their toilet, flower pots, and other part that can make us bitten up by aedes mosquito.....so, today i went to there long houses at somewhere my school area, and i feel happy to do this job....although some of the owner of the house do not co-operate with us but i and my friend try to make them trust us that we is not do a sales.....in this volunteer job can build up my confident and i have learn a lesson that we never give up to solve a roblem if u keep on trying.....

finnally, all of this occasion will be my very valuable experince especially the volunteer job....so, i always keep it in my heart that the lesson that i have learn and if possible i love to share with my friends and family members.....

boring holiday

last week is a boring holiday that i ever had.....the holiday was began from 20 oct till 29 oct and 30 oct the school reopen again....and i jz hv to study three more weeks only and the year end holiday will begin....yeah!!!! i love holiday.....holiday can make me so relax and overslept everytime......i told this to my friend i mean jz my best friend and trusty friend that i like to sleep and the called me as mr piggy.....think of it make me laugh coz of the word.....honestly yeah i admit that i like to sleep and they should called me as mr.piggy.....hehe....let back to the topic.....on the last holiday, i jz went to a few places only.... i jz went to sunway pyramid.... feel bore if hang up with family....probably nth to chat with them......and honestly i dislike to hang up with family member...if i hv a choice wether hang up with family or friends i prefer to hang up woth friends....perhaps my relationship with my family not as good as my brother....i feel like after my form 5 spm result.....my parent feel like giving me a very hard time to me.....anyway i dislikes to talk this topic cause i feel like not respect them if i talk about this topic.....anyway i just have to pray to god hope that they can give me a hard time but please don't give it over my limit.....next, during the holiday i have to go back to school to pratice prefect performance for the farewell party on nov 1.....anyway i feel like i jz wasting my time over there cause of the junior like do not respect me or my social skill with them are lack....i dunno about that....i rather stay at home and go to bed and hv a good dream.....last but not least, i still have three weeks left and my year end holiday begin....in this holiday i will plan that cope up my syllabus and just hand up with my online friends...and i hope that i oso can hang up with my trusty friend......additional point, i jz recall something.....i asked myself a question if i have a chance to study at abroad, i will like to study at UK university (Reading Of University), US university (Harvard University) or Australia University (Melbourne University)....anyway i hope that this chance will come to me and make my dream come school.....finally, i wish that everything will be fine and hope that i can cope up my syllabus and have to less online.......

bore

after the last semester exam, i feel bored at school......most of my teacher who taught me no teach us anything except give us exercise to do....and the expiry date to pass up all the homeworks is one week....i am the person who like to finish up homework as fast as possible...so, after i finished up my homework, i jz sit at the class looking around all my freends mostly do their homework and playing around especially the group of boy at the back who playing around for whole day....this make me exhausted and bored to going to school.....duh......next, on the last friday i went out with some of my old friends with one of my senior....all of us met at pizza hut restaurant....both of my old friends that go for colleges are getting fat....r really all the colleges students will get fat??no comment about this.....
finally, i jz download a movie and soundtraks from the movie....the title is High School Musical...this movie so good and nice.....i advise u download this movie....u never regret to watch it...

long post

seem that like almost a month i didn't write blog...so, probably this is the longest posts in every posts that i wrote before....many things happen do after 17 september....(the previous post).... i still remember the main point is my last semester exam on next monday is the last day of my exam...i already knew that this time i will get a bad result....coz i never pay an effort on my this exam....i jz keep on pray and hope not as bad as i think....
besides that, on last few days, i can't conect to the internet coz of technical problem through the internet line...on that last few days, i feel torture coz can't chat with my friends and check my mails and the same time most of my exam are already gone.....so nothing to do at the time...jz listenng to song and play the sims....feel bored and tourture....
on this weeks, the PMR (goverment test) test began, most of my teachers who taught me when to other school to be prefect...and i feel bored...always chat and gossip with friends in class....coz i too bored...actually i feel strange why don't school give us a hooliday...like my brothers holiday for a weeks long so good.....anyway hari raya nad deepavali around the corner so at the same week i get a week of holiday....
moreover, mooncake festival jz past only this year mooncake jz celebrate at my dad friend house...i mean dad close friend.....jz bored at there coz nth to do and at the same time i jz cure from sore throat so i try to avoid to eat most of the things such as mooncakes, cakes, and others things that can make us feel thristy....
next, last month is my birthday and i jz turn 18 years old...this year birthday jz like normal no cake and no people celebrate for me.....i jz got a wish from friends by sms and friendster (testimonial) so, thanks for the wish....and i jz get into upper teenager life....that means....the older teenager group...jz have 3 more years to bcome younger aldult group...so fast....
last but not least, the enviroment in malaysia very bad...coz of haze....the burning jungle from indonesia...almost every year haze cases will come to malaysia.....on previous years the haze makes school close for two days....totally, i hope that the indonesia goverment can solve this case as fast as possible....so that we in malaysia can live in good enviroment.....
lastly, the year end holiday is fall on next month, probably i will stay at home and cover up all my syllabus and be prepared to upper six and my test that will hold on next year......hopefully....i can cover up all of the syllabus during the coming holiday......

nothing special

wow!!almost two weeks i not even touch or write blogs....such a strange things was happen to me... in this two weeks nothing special situation happen to me....i jz live like normal life that happen to me...study, duty, stay back, help prefectorial board to sell coinsto improve our board finance...selling coins is a good things and can gain experince....as a part of the leader of this project, i feel that this kind of things is not a job that useless but meaningful although somepeople said that better go back home and have a dream....honestly, selling coins to raise finace for my prefertorial board is very the best ways coz it jz sell in the school not outside the school....if this kind of job that sell outside the school mean to public totally i would said many problem can create...but so far selling coins in my school jz have created one problem only since from july until now....and my last term semester exam around the corner....and hope that i can pass all my subjects espcially my economy...as i feel that after my this semester exam i would like to take tuition for my general paper, account and economy if possible...as u know nowdays economy not so good and tuition fees are so expensive....what should i do is discuss with my parents first and c the conditions but i feel that i totally must tuition mathematics and account....as i saw in this previuos time, in my class no one who like to pay attention during the lesson was held i mean jz for account lesson only....i counld't know why this kind of things happen....as i feel the teacher is boring only and sometimes when we ask a question, he will take a long time to think the answer....but as i know all most of the account teacher are same except the very expert teacher whoteaching account...next, my business studies teacher who pregnant...she always absent in school and hopelly next year not the same teacher who teach me in this subject.....after she give birth,totally she will take medical leave for almost three months according to malaysia law....within this three months, my goverment test mean STPM will around the corner.....what should i do if she on medical leave?? hopefully next year not she who teach me business... furthemore, my economy teacher is very a stright teacher.....all of my classmates rreally afraid her inculding me....if compare to other teachers that who taught me, she is the fierce teachers......always want us pass in her exam.....really very scary....last but not least, feast month for muslims will begin on next sunday...erm....no coment about this coz i not a muslims....finally, i will turn to 18 years old on 29september....hopefully, everything that i done during this year and next year will totally well and hope that i can get my result with flying colours for my STPM......

i was injected

today i got injected from nurse....the year that born in 1988 have to inject for 3 dos of immune to reduce to get Hepatitis B. this is the first month and very first injected...before i get inject i very happy and excited....but after i get the injected i feel no so well....i feel like the medicine go around through my body....at the same time, i feel like i wan ti faint.....my friends told me that my face was pale and i sweating.....but i dun feel that i am sweating i jz feel like wanna to faint and wanna to vomit....at the same time,, i feel like very torture....it is because i jz can feel like the blood is moving from my body....luckily, after half an hour my situation geting better and better.....thanks god....and i wonder are this jz really happen to me?? i jz see my friends like nothing happen beside than me....however still have two dos....next month is the second dos and the third dos will in february....i hope that this situatioan can't be happen to me anymore....i feel torture when they situation going on.....

Gathering

Lalalalala.......today is very meaningful and i got new experince.....this is because i as a mc and i got a feel that being mc is not as easy as i think....i feel that today i seem like fail to make audience feel happy....luckily i got a partner that so good in her performance as mc....furthemore, today i feel happy because the gathering that held end with happily feeling and i feel take i already try my best as a model for my performance in fashion show...talk about the fashion show i feel happy about the performance....this is because this is the best performance in the whole party beside that there have a performance that in averange grades....before the performance for the fashion show, all the models being make up by a school professional make up artist.....i saw that the gals hair was tied like model in fashion show tat aired in most channel....i feel very interesting because the pattern of their hair seem very beautiful and creative....next, my clothes jz a casual looks with the hair full of colour power.....it seem nice and actually i have called my friends took a pictures for me and i will update in my friendsters in next few days probably....finally, i hope that next year my juniors that will study form 6 will do it better than us......

worst ceremony

today is the worst ceremony that held is my school....this ceremony is about the national day that under school stage....when i was in primary to high school, this is the most worst ceremony that i go through...the weather for today is very bad.....raining heavily.....that why i said that this is the worst ceremony that i been through in my life....most of the students are so lucky because they can't get wei into but as a prefct i got wet into and make me like just having a bath....whole of my pant and shoe are wet....this make me feel unhappy and the happy mood to change to bad mood to celebrete the national school stage ceremony....-_- <-------a moody emotion....

Holiday End

today is the last day holiday....the next holiday will begin on next two months....in this holiday, even not a long term holiday is just a holiday a week i feel quite happy in this holiday...many activities was held in my schedule...therefore, only friday, saturday and sunday is my free days....usually holiday people who are still studying no matter high school, univercity or college will take a book to do revision for the whole time to cover up their minds...but me.....always online and chatting with friends...honestly i will said i not even touch a book in this holiday......i jz touched magazines like Galaxie and Reader Digest only.....school text books i not even look at it.....so bad am i....anyway on tuesday and thursday i went to school to pratice my performance for the gathering that will occur on 1st September.....this gahtering is just for form 6 students only....next on wednesday, i went to midvalley with some of my friends however i was mention before in the previous post that i went to midvalley....on the other hand, it seem i already met one new online friend that so good and very understanding my situation...although people always said anline friends can't trust but as i know she can be trusted and be my truly friends...however, i already met before two online friends that same age with me face to face and yet i study alive....last but not least, i still haven't meet two more online friends...mayb i will meet them on the end of the years and might be my god brother and sister...finally, on 31st August is National Days for Malaysia country..this will be 49 years....and i like to said that i am glad to live in Malaysia that was harmony and always will be my heart.........

happy

on the holiday week, i feel more bore and bore by day after day coz i always stay at home doing same things.....but today i went to midvalley with my friends....i quite happy that can go out with them but we didn't watch any movie..it is because too many people line up in the ticket counter to buy ticket. i wonder why so many people wanna to watch movie althought today is not on weekend or on sunday or on public holiday... it jz only school holiday...hmmmm.....so strange.....
hmmm.....furthemore, today at midvalley i saw a jigsaw puzzle....this jigsaw puzzle is very nice about disney characters...i thought i want to but the jigsaw puzzle and flame it to decorate my room...when i looked the price.....too expensive for me....i am so sad.....so nice jigsaw puzzle and i so love disney characters..hope that my coming birthday got someone will buy the beautiful puzzle for me.....i just pray and hope only.....

Last Minutes

last minutes job is the things that i hated the most.....as i know majority in this world dislikes to do something on last minutes....today 18 august, one of my teacher advisor form my prefectorial board make a last minutes decision and make me in chaotic situation....why does he put me in this situation??? he (teacher advisor) who makes a decision in last minutes and never even discuss the decision with me or even he head of the Perbendaharaan group....so, i have to make a sudden meeting with all the members and make all the member in chaotic situation....however, today this situation makes me feel very upset....but i have no idea that he will makes this mistakes again??
if he still makes the same mistakes??how can i solve?? today situation makes me missed two periods of class....damm frascusting....

Nervous Feeling

August month are already begin...therefore, 2006 is already past half year and there have still four months to go and the year 2007 will begin..this is very fast....seem like i just feel this month is still the month of may...I also doesn't know why....today 3rd of August is very meaningful life and i got an new experience again...furthemore, i got a strange nervous feeling today...as i know the person who read my blog will think i am nervous about what??hehe...am i right??anyway let me tell you...today i am a mc for the indenpendent month that held in my schhol...in this month all the form 6 jz lower 6 only must be a mc for the indepentent month..i feel nervous when i stand on the stage and so many people who are looking at me..when i looked at them i feel nervous until i forgot some of the important phrases that i have to told all the students that in assembly...luckily i can recalls the important phrases at the end of my performance as mc..secondly, today my school was held a debate that authorized by the Information Department from our goverment...as usual i am not the participant but i am the time keeper...what an interesting experince to be a time keeper....in this debate all the participants is my freinds and i feel that all of them done the good jobs and also a good performance..althought i am not the participant but i am pround of myself because i am giving the oppournity to be a time keeper...being time keeper is very nuisance duty...last but not least, the winner for this debate is not from my class is from lower 6 science but the best debate is from my class there was lower 6 art class..... finally, today the 3rd of August 2006 is very meaning experince with a strange feeling nervous......

How Could This Happen To ME

this title is very meaningful to me....this title is a song that sang by simple plan.....why i said this song is very meaningful to me?? this is baqcause this song seem like a story that telling us our friends that have a drug addict and died with a painfully life....so, this song is specially created for those like me who have a lot friends...but luckily not even one have a drug addict...but i not sure wheter next time one of my friends mayb will drug addict..i hope don"t have any....let go back to the topic....this song is mainly created for us that our friends died in drug addict and we sholud not learn from them to take drug....as we drug is very dangerous...next, my exam was ended on last monday...as i knoe first time.. sure guarantee my three subjects will fail...they is account, economy and business studies..this is because the question is so hard and i do not knoe how to answer the question...some of the question i totally live it blank....totally blank.....this really make me feel stress in my study...what should i do in the next exam...oh yea...the next exam is the last sememster exam...it maybe will will held in october...still have few months ago...when i think of this i feel scare...coz the stpm exam for me is not much time already...totally not much time...it seem that like i jz enter the form 6...furthemore, i feel very strange about why the time like past very fast....when the time getting past faster, i will getting old...i don't want to be old....i want to maintain my age...:P...however, i jz have to paid more attention in my studies...don't think so much...once u regret youwill not be regret if u struggle to do it....

replacement and examination

this weeks, i have monthly test...a very first test for my first form in form 6....jz a few question can make me feel headache.....especialy the account exam...however, i still have o more paper to go....the two more papers will be held on next monday......

tomorrow is saturday...usually saturday students will stay at home and sleep with a beautiful dreaming....but tomorrow my school all students have to go to school.....why? because need to replace for the hari raya....feast month still so long to go but have to replace the weeks on hari raya that fall on october...still so long to go...as i knoe tomorrow sure is the bore day and i hope i will like other students who sleep with a beautiful dreaming....hehe....so lazy am i....however still have 29 days to go to have a week of holiday....

Finally I Won

Yeah!! finally i won the vote.....i have a post from Prefectorial Board and Finacial Club....what sholud i feel?? Happy?? Probably....It seem that my road to the future is getting bright...thanks god for helping me....hmmm....i do not know want to say wat about this??however, my monthly test are around in the corner...hope i can pass all my subjects especially my economy subjects...coz...my economy teacher too precise....she always tell us that we must get an A in economy subject in our STPM...hmmm nothing to say about this already...i just feel stress in study for this few days....that all for this post.....

Anxious

I am anxious for my future...on this few weeks, i can't sleep well.... why?? this is because i am anxious of my future that wether can i enter to public university...i already joined five clubs and yet so far, i just only got one post only within all of the club and this thursday the finacial club will have a AGM and i guarantee i sure can't get a high post....why other people so look down at me?? even my friends also same....i just want to be a secretary only and not want to be a president...i am starting regret that i choose form 6....if i still can't take a point that over than 7, maybe i will quit for my form 6 and will go to college to continue my study...there are no point that i stay form 6 with a low marks of my co-curiculum...with a low marks sure guarantee no place that will giving you to public university even i score well in my STPM......

Sayangthon

Sayangthon is one of my school activity...what mean sayangthon?? Actually sayangthon is a marathon that will held in my school...furthemore, we as the students of my school have to help school to raise our school fund by finding people to donate...however, today is the last day of this activity.....however, i regret that i do not take part in this marathon....actually, first time when i heard about this i feel happy and really want to take part but when after my sickness getting worse, i feel that i sholud not take part....but now i am regret.....why an i regret....coz.....i feel that this marathon is a good activity that all students have to take part without any dilemma.....so that why i am so so so regret......however, this marathon is already over and i sholud not think it again....the main point that i sholud think is study.....if not i will regret again.....

Stress

i feel stress in this whole month...many things might be happen that will make me unhappy...i don't know are this kind of things really can make me unhappy....furthemore, exam is around in the corner....i'm still not well prepare....all the teachers who taught me gv me a hard time...oh my god how counld't all the teacher could to me....don't they think i am busy...be a form 6 student is more nuisance than be a form 5 student...what should i do??my mind getting more confused....sholud i continue to persue my study or jz let it go.....are stress make me feel unhappy or i'm myself just looking for troubles???pls someone who read this blog help me........